I can‘t stand how you hurt me. I can‘t stand what you did. You don‘t deserve forgiveness. Not this time. No chance in hell I will ever let you touch me. Don‘t you ever ask for my forgiveness again. It will never happen.
Falling apart is natural now. Pushing everyone away is the easiest thing to do. It is best to just be alone. Things just aren‘t the same at the moment. I just distroy everything I have, everything that makes me happy.
Bursting my bubble is the one thing you do that breaks me the most. I always end up being happy then you tear me down. I just want to be happy.
I want to feel like I am a person. Right now I really don‘t feel like one. I am trying to work on myself & people are just making me feel like shit. For once I want people to actually accept that I need sometime away from everyone. To figure myself out. Ya I am a little happy but that is because I am finally doing what I need to do for myself. If you can‘t treat me like I am a person & help me then stop talking to me. There is like 5 people who just wont stop. You wonder why I am so miserable. Stop yelling at me & making everything out to being fault. I can‘t handle this anymore.
Loving how the customers give me trouble if I don‘t smile & get huge grins when I do. They are making my day amazing! Hoping it just keeps getting better. :-) I am sure it will!
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Kids loved me dressed up as a bunny. The adults(friends) loved it just as much. My family thought I was cute. Dessing up is fun. I love it specially when someone else likes it. Sexy or cute. My little cousin asked if I was the Easter Bunny. Oh she is so cute!
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Stomach is swollen,throwing up,& many other things. Arg so much pain. Wish it would just go away! Someone take care of me please?!
Today needs to end already! Feeling so sick blah. Work today till 3, tomorrow babysitting 530am-230,wed babysitting 530am-9,& thursday off. Blah! I wish I had my 3 days off!
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